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Törkee vitutus
helmikuu 21st, 2015
”I am fucking pissed off! RAAAAH!!” -
Kiitos
tammikuu 18th, 2015
This happened during summer 2014.
I can’t mention your name, or draw you as a recognizable character, in case you broke your employer’s rules.It was a rainy summer day. My father had recently passed away and I was moving to an unknown city.
Money situation was tight, so tight I even had to take cash from my late father’s wallet.
You are an acquaintance of mine, but I am not sure if you knew my situation.I wanted to buy a ticket. I was on my way to Hyvinkää to deal with moving things.
You printed me a complimentary ticket. My money you did not take.
Your friendly gesture back then lifted me up from the depressive swamp my mind was in.My mental health was way off balance at that time. I just wanted to do all kinds of nasty things to myself.
You might have saved my life on that day.
”For that I will be eternally grateful for you.”
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Niin se menee…
marraskuu 20th, 2014
”I was planning to do a comic of how some people have less energy for things and how it needs to be conserved.””…But ironic enough, I don’t have the energy for that right now.
What a shitty rotten luck!”
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”Se sairaus on sulla vain päässä”
marraskuu 10th, 2014
Depression and anxiety disorder are MENTAL HEALTH problems. But still…I pluck my hair.
It might also fall off on its own (more than usual).I grind my teeth, which wears down my set of teeth and causes headaches.
Anxiety feels like a squeeze in the upper stomach.
My concentration breaks off often, and then I get cuts, bruises and burns easily.
Stress and a bad diet have their toll on my intestines and general digestion.
I pluck and dig my ears until bleeding.
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Nyt ei pysty
lokakuu 20th, 2014
*sigh*My apologies to all people, who are waiting for my emails and forum posts. I just can’t at this moment.
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Puhti poissa
elokuu 5th, 2014
Please don’t ask me to do more — I am already overwhelmed.Nootti: Tähän väliin odotettavissa päivitystauko, koska mulla on tosi paljon luonnoksia odottamassa tussaamista, skannaamista ja editointia.
Kirjaston skanneri ei ole aina tehnyt parasta mahdollista jälkeä, yritän selvittää johtuuko se minusta vai mistä.Note: At this point there will be a pause on updates, because I have a lot of sketches waiting to be inked, scanned and edited.
Library’s scanner is not doing it very best, and I am trying to figure out why. -
Ahdistaa
elokuu 3rd, 2014
In the morning:
I hold up my tears.During the day:
I hold up my tears.
In the evening:
I hold up my tears.During the night:
Thinking: ”I feel so anxious I want to toss myself off the balcony.” -
Huuto, jota et voi ilmoille päästää
heinäkuu 30th, 2014
Words around head:
– father at intensive care
– sleeping problems
– money problems
– moving
– lack of motivation
– misogyny
– depression
– stressSometimes I feel like I have inside of me a scream that I can’t let out.
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Isoimmat hirviöt löytyvät omasta perheestä
heinäkuu 28th, 2014
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Kriisin paikka
heinäkuu 22nd, 2014
”When I was 19 years old, and I did not have a clue of what to do with my future, I was said that I don’t need to worry because I am so young.
”That was about seven years ago! No one says that to me anymore. And even if they said, how long am I staying young?
I still don’t know what to do with my life.”
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