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  • Ulkopuolisuuden tunteesta

    marraskuu 13th, 2014

    Ohessa vielä linkki postaukseen, joka minua inspiroi tähän epäkoherenttiin tajunnanvirtaan –> KLIK-KLIK
    Nyt kun mä linkitin sen, niin siitä varmaan tulee K:n blogiin joku outo kommentti. En tajua miksi.
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    I was reading blog of Kuningatar Alkoholi.
    ”Snuuurf…”

    The update in question was discussing how some people live and others just survive from one day to another, among other things.
    Also, the feeling of not belonging was mentioned.

    Thinking: ”It hit really close to home. Mostly I felt like I’d like to help.
    The feeling of not belonging is familiar with me.”
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    ”But sometimes I can’t even help myself.”

    This time of year is not helping.
    Even if I use daylight lamp.
    And take my nutrient pills.

    ”Bottom’s up!”

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    I still often feel real tired.

    ”Oh, it is half past eleven already?”

    All the hardest things get swept under the rug.

    ”Maaaaybe I will write those emails some other time…”
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    ”Did my rambles have a point, too? Oh yeah, one can learn to cope with the feeling of not belonging.
    And there is people somewhere out there, where one does not feel like an outsider with.

    Epilogue about drawing this comic:

    Thinking: ”Gee, odd flow of consciousness, again!”

    Thinking: ”Well, sod it! I’ll do better next time.

  • Piskuinen pölö

    marraskuu 11th, 2014

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    Referenssikuva täältä –> KLIK-KLIK

    Käytin lyikkäriä, mustekynää, promarker-tusseja ja akvarelli-puuvärejä (ilman vettä).

  • Tähtinorppa

    marraskuu 11th, 2014

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    Testailen juttuja ennen kuin alan väsäämään joululahjoja.

  • Just se mitä lähdin hakemaan

    marraskuu 11th, 2014

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    In the grocery store:

    Thinking: ”Hmm…”

    ”Uhhh…”
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    At home:

    Thinking: ”I could have bought that mustard.”

  • ”Se sairaus on sulla vain päässä”

    marraskuu 10th, 2014

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    Depression and anxiety disorder are MENTAL HEALTH problems. But still…

    I pluck my hair.
    It might also fall off on its own (more than usual).

    I grind my teeth, which wears down my set of teeth and causes headaches.

    Anxiety feels like a squeeze in the upper stomach.

    My concentration breaks off often, and then I get cuts, bruises and burns easily.

    Stress and a bad diet have their toll on my intestines and general digestion.

    I pluck and dig my ears until bleeding.

  • Huono päivä

    marraskuu 10th, 2014

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    Should have stayed in bed.

  • On kamala kiire

    marraskuu 10th, 2014

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    Book title: The Sweetness at the Bottom of the Pie

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    ”Yeah, I’m keeping busy.”

  • Elämän pieniä iloja

    marraskuu 10th, 2014

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    Malls are frustrating places, when one is totally broke.

    Luckily the society has not fucked up libraries yet.

    ”So much to read again!”

  • ”Rakkaat” naapurit

    marraskuu 10th, 2014

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    One day I was going to the grocery store, when a neighbour stopped me for a chat.

    ”You are so beautiful and I love you.”

    The situation was somewhat awkward for me.

    ”Sorry, but my boyfriend would not be too happy about it.”

     

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    My neighbour backed off the situation immediately.

    ”Okay, sorry sorry! Have a nice day!”

    On my way to the store I was relieved and pissed off.

    Thinking: ”Why only being already spoken for prevents an unwanted approach?”

  • Shhh, hän nukkuu

    marraskuu 10th, 2014

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