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Jos sä dissaat itsees, sä dissaat myös mua
helmikuu 6th, 2015
”I was supposed to vent about how annoying it is when people diss themselves.I don’t have the energy to vent. I am just saying, that there is no use dissing one self, because it only makes one feel bad.”
”It took me over twenty years to build my self confidence on this level.
I AM self confident; my confidence is just made out of fragile material.”Thinking: ”What can I even say or think, when someone I hold in greater regard disses themselves?”
Some person: ”I am just so unbelievably ugly and fat! My fat makes me ugly!”[I am over two times fatter]
Me thinking: ”If they think fat people are ugly, then why are they my friend?
Maybe I am supposed to build up their ego?
Am I just some oddball freak? They think I am the size of planet Jupiter they most likely insult me behind my back…”
Me out loud: ”Everything is fine!”
Me thinking: ”This hurts, this hurts!”
[faint crackling]”But my point is, that accepting one’s self makes one feel better.
Media claims that fat is ugly, and that is utter BULLSHIT.You are enough as you are.
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En myy hupputärkkiä
helmikuu 3rd, 2015
One night I dreamed:”Aaaah! So many open shifts! I’ll book them all! Even the early ones!”
Five minutes later:
Thinking: ”Gee wiz, these all are to that racist shop. As a protest, I won’t go, then…”
First work morning:Employer on the phone: ”Why aren’t you at work?”
”Wha?”
”W-w-well, I d-d-don’t want to s-sell h-hood starch an-and hanging rope…”
Then I woke up:”Yes, I don’t have work!”
”Well shiiiiet, I don’t have work!”
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Mia juttelee eläimille
helmikuu 3rd, 2015
[flock of pigeons cooing]Me: ”You guys have something nice there to peck?”
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Vuosipäivää
helmikuu 2nd, 2015
”My blog will have an anniversary soon. The first post was drawn on January 26th and it was published February 22nd.
I hope I have improved a little in a year.”
”I was wondering if I should celebrate this anniversary somehow.I would like to draw reader requests, but I am not sure if I have enough drive for it…
I take any suggestions for celebration!”
I even discussed this anniversary with my BF:
”Should one think of something for the anniversary?”
”Well…”
”We could rent a car and take a day trip to someplace new!””Huh?”
”No, I meant blog anniversary! Although a trip would be nice idea too!”
”Oh!”
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Hahmo – merihaltia Sunset II
tammikuu 24th, 2015
Sama hahmo kuin viimeksi, tällä kertaa vain paremmin. -
Päästelin höyryjä
tammikuu 24th, 2015
Olen ollut viime aikoina erityisen ahdistunut, joten päästelin höyryjä piirrosmuodossa.
Your opinion has been noted – now you can go to hell!Omistettu mm. Anonyymi A:lle ja Kari Leppäselle.
”There are monsters out in the cosmos
That can swallow entire stars
That can destroy space itself
Completely invisible
Anything that strays too close will be pulled in”
Videoista en omista mitään. Kaikki videoiden materiaali kuuluu niiden alkuperäisille tekijöille.
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Hahmo – merihaltia Sunset
tammikuu 20th, 2015
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Kultakala
tammikuu 18th, 2015
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Anteeksipyyntö
tammikuu 18th, 2015
”This is a public apology to the neighbours I might have annoyed.”You might have heard a following noise:
”EAAAAAEEEAAAAAEEEEAAEIIIIH!”
That was me.
”I have been a little distressed.”Email: ”Cruise has been cancelled because the majority chose theater, lol!”
Me: ”NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!”
(I wanted to go to the cruise)Text message: ”Now there is an opening for the best shift ever in the best work place ever.
Book the shift with following code (part of the text is missing, lol)”.Me: ”AAAAAAAAAH!!”
(I was without work the whole week, and reserving shifts of often game of seconds). -
Kiitos
tammikuu 18th, 2015
This happened during summer 2014.
I can’t mention your name, or draw you as a recognizable character, in case you broke your employer’s rules.It was a rainy summer day. My father had recently passed away and I was moving to an unknown city.
Money situation was tight, so tight I even had to take cash from my late father’s wallet.
You are an acquaintance of mine, but I am not sure if you knew my situation.I wanted to buy a ticket. I was on my way to Hyvinkää to deal with moving things.
You printed me a complimentary ticket. My money you did not take.
Your friendly gesture back then lifted me up from the depressive swamp my mind was in.My mental health was way off balance at that time. I just wanted to do all kinds of nasty things to myself.
You might have saved my life on that day.
”For that I will be eternally grateful for you.”
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