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…tun ystävänpäivä
maaliskuu 11th, 2018
Me: ”It is not even February yet, and Valentine’s day is distressing me.”Me: ”I am single. I probably won’t be invited anywhere. No one is available, if I invite anyone.”
Me: ”Valentine’s treats are always loaded with sugar, so I can’t even bake for myself…”Me thinking: ”But what if I make a sandwich cake?”
Me thinking: ”And watch maybe a couple of splatter movies!”
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Syitä elää
helmikuu 25th, 2018
I am in bed, thinking: ”What are my reasons to live?”
1. Osku would wait me hopelessly to return to home.
2. I promised Miia that we would visit one park in spring.
Me: ”Yeah, we could go…”3. I would also love to see the birds’ spring move.
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Voi ei
joulukuu 23rd, 2017
Me: ”I feel this is gonna be an easy day!”Customer 1: ”Come cash me out!”
Driver: ”Come open the door for me!”
Boss: ”You have four trolleys to shelve!”
Customer 2: ”Come open the beer cabinets!”
Me, thinking: ”Oh no.”~*~
Inspas/Inspired by: http://webcomicname.com/
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Sisustus
joulukuu 22nd, 2017
Me: ”Now that I have had regular income and my own space, I have decorated.”My walls have been empty, so I framed some posters and hung them on the wall.
Me: ”Hmm.”My nails did not bite the wall.
Luckily, there are hanging strips.
[They have an adhesive side and velcro-kind of side]
Me: ”They don’t leave ugly marks!”
Me: ”I bought plants, too!”Me: ”I had to place them both up my bookshelf, because Osku is a bad kitty.”
I added a string of led lights inside a plastic skull. And I got myself a colour changing ambient light. -
Pienestä kiinni
joulukuu 20th, 2017
Me, thinking: ”Shitty walking weather!”Me thinking: ”Fucking drivers!”
[I notice a cat at the window of a cat hotel.]
Me thinking: ”Actually, this is a really good walk!” -
TW: Itsevahingoittaminen/self harm
joulukuu 18th, 2017
Varoituksen sanana: Artikkelissa on itsevahingoittamis-ideoita, ja henkistä pahaa oloa.
En ole vaaraksi itselleni, enkä muille.Warning: This article contains thoughts of self harm. I am not a threat to myself or to others.
I tried to be hopefully positive in my hobbies.
Me thinking: ”Maybe I will get a lovely message tomorrow.”I spoke about it in the forums too.
Then I found out, people had misinterpreted my attitude.
Moderator: ”If you could be less passive-aggressive?”
I tried to learn and adapt.
Me: ”For now on, I will try to acknowledge my behavior better!”
But I ended up getting a panic attack, anyway.Me: ”If positive hopefulness is not alright, what other choices do I have?
Giving everyone some icy hard time?”
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Synttäriyllätys
joulukuu 16th, 2017
It was my birthday on the 7th of August.Me: ”I don’t need a receipt!”
[I write on the card.]
[I drop the card in my mail slot.]
Me: ”Oh, what a surprise!”
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Lorottaja
joulukuu 14th, 2017
[I hear someone urinating in the apartments above. Drizzling against the toilet bowl.]
[Drizzling seems to continue forever.]
Me: ”Oh for the love of God, you drizzler! That is not normal, go seek medical help!” -
Miitti
joulukuu 12th, 2017
I am being social in the meet up of one of my roleplay groups. -
Ero
joulukuu 10th, 2017
It happened on 14th of May, 2017, about a week before our 10-year anniversary.Santeri, on the phone: ”Ah-I have been distressed and anxious and I want to break up…”
Santeri, on the phone: ”This is not your fault.”
Me: ”I cried for two days about the break up. Luckily, I had people to talk to.”Kata came from Hyvinkää to keep me company.
Kata: ”I will toss his things out from the balcony!”
My group chat supported me.
On the top of that, I seeked help from the local mental health chat.
Chat: ”How can I help?”
Me: ”Now I feel maybe even hopeful.”
I get my own space and an opportunity to live for myself only!
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